My job....

[jayene]

I love my job...and I hate it. It is both engergizing and exhausting. I am a workaholic and I will completely through myself into my work. Being salary this means that I am found at the store at almost all hours. meh. I have been doing a lot of thinking about where I am and what I want to do. I am a talented manager (No modesty here :P ), but overall as much as this job energizes me it isn't very fufilling.
So where to go from here? I want to continue my jewelry designing and design custom dresses...the drool worthy silk ones that are expensive enough to afford being hand made. I want to find a better outlet for my music (Embaressingly other then singing in the shower type activities I haven't been practicing for a few months, no energy and no motivation, when I know I have no one to play for/with ). I want to write, I even have plots, characters, world swimming in my head, and no energy to type them out. Josh suggested I start taking classes I want at the local community college, like creative writing, art, music theory, business, and languages....perhaps it would be easier then trying to persue a bachalors right now....
It's time for something in my life to change, I just need to decide what.

Comments

[taocub.livejournal.com]

It's time for something in my life to change, I just need to decide what.

Just be careful for what you wish, 'Nise.

Recently, I wanted change and am now having unpleasant changes rammed down my Cubbish throat.

*Frowns*

[jayene.livejournal.com]

I am wishing for an active change, and doing something about it. Usually those changes, while scarey work out alright.
Love
'Nise

[adseiple.livejournal.com]

Sounds like you're about in the spot I am... Good luck! Don't worry too much about the future, if you can take care of the present. One step at a time..
-A

[adseiple.livejournal.com]

Oh, hey Neesie this is a little off topic, but a friend of mine was wanting an Excel costume for Ohayocon. She said she sent you an email but didn't recieve a reply... Have you gotten an email from an address called Hotohori-something or the other?
If not, let me know. She's had problems with email before.

Thanks!
Andy

I got one email...

[jayene.livejournal.com]

from you introdouceing us...but I don't remember if I replied or not. Tell her to give me another try with Costume in the subject, in case my spam gaurd gets to attentive.
Love
'nise