bah...

went back to work yesterday... about 5 pm the world stopped spinning. It's cold and rainy out and I just want all the holiday plans to go away. I want to stay home and light my tree up and watch holiday movies and pretend that my family isn't frustrating, confrontational or clueless. I don't want to face them alone, Steve and Matt will try to practice their "ninja" crap on me. That will end badly at some point. Mom and Dad will snip and Matty will call me fat, if Dad doesn't beat him to it. I'd rather spend the day with the cats.
Things aren't great in 'Nise land. Some of it may be post event letdown and the sick part but I'm feeling really down. Lots of reasons. I'm not getting into all of them. If you really want to know ask. Till then I am going to hide in my box with the cats.