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I'm kinda pissy right now. Mostly beacuse I spent 10 hours yesterday painting and working , the 7th day in a row with out a day off with 5 more to go. Like 120 hours straight in working...and that leaves off the manditory social functions like Dave and Busters tonight. whoopee, I get t watch my co workers drink and be stupid and stand on the outside becuase I don't drink, don't know about cars much and I'll be one of 3 woman I think.
And I'm mad at Josh... well disapointed mostly. He didn't want to help me paint and he went out and hung out with a lot of our friends till o whatever in the morning and didn't even some up and hug me when he got home. I know I am the worlds bigest selfish bitch but...damn it, I'm wrokign 50 hours + a week right now, 6 days a week. He works like 4. So why can't he help me out more? I am haveing a hard time keeping caught up on the laundry, cleaning, and we haven't been grocery shopping in 2 months. And now I really need to get off my butt and get to work so I can clean even more before Matrix visits and hopefully get the paint off my hands and knees.....
On top of all of this Josh is talking about quitting hs job to temp or whatever...don't get me wrong that is great he needs out of taco hell, and I'm glad he is getting some inaititive to get out.... and right now I can afford to support him for a while, but he needs to clean and help on that end because there is no way I will be able to.

wow....

I left work today at 4:50 pm raced home and took a 5 minute shower and changed clothes to race to Dave & busters for the SCM dinner. I was 6 minutes late but considering how far away it was I was impressed. I lost at pool spectacularly twice, talked shop wth the other managers and didn't feel like a complete idiot most of the time. The head honchos did not come over to the store today, they come tomorrow, which means getting up early to clean again. Marty is backing off and letting me run the store which is good but frustrating as there are things I don't know how to do very well or at all and I make mistakes.
The good thing is that they are not going to force me to take it over completely if I am not ready...they will work with me. Thank the gods.
I got back home tonight about 9 ish and found the apartment cleaned up and laundry in the washer, plus the dishwasher running. Yea! Hopefully after tomorrow I can go do laundry or grocery shop.
Next monday I leave for Lexington for 3-4 days for more classes and fun, then back to "normal" at work. should be interesting....sigh...why did I decide to grow up?