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[jayene]

I'm kinda pissy right now. Mostly beacuse I spent 10 hours yesterday painting and working , the 7th day in a row with out a day off with 5 more to go. Like 120 hours straight in working...and that leaves off the manditory social functions like Dave and Busters tonight. whoopee, I get t watch my co workers drink and be stupid and stand on the outside becuase I don't drink, don't know about cars much and I'll be one of 3 woman I think.
And I'm mad at Josh... well disapointed mostly. He didn't want to help me paint and he went out and hung out with a lot of our friends till o whatever in the morning and didn't even some up and hug me when he got home. I know I am the worlds bigest selfish bitch but...damn it, I'm wrokign 50 hours + a week right now, 6 days a week. He works like 4. So why can't he help me out more? I am haveing a hard time keeping caught up on the laundry, cleaning, and we haven't been grocery shopping in 2 months. And now I really need to get off my butt and get to work so I can clean even more before Matrix visits and hopefully get the paint off my hands and knees.....
On top of all of this Josh is talking about quitting hs job to temp or whatever...don't get me wrong that is great he needs out of taco hell, and I'm glad he is getting some inaititive to get out.... and right now I can afford to support him for a while, but he needs to clean and help on that end because there is no way I will be able to.

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*hugs*

[ladynero.livejournal.com]

Necie, I'm here if you want to chat tonight when you get off of work, either on line or say the word and I"m there.

*huggles*

[ackron.livejournal.com]

If you need anything, let me know.

[bigscottyk.livejournal.com]

Hang in there dear. I am behind you 100% in trying to get my dear Wombat a new job. Maybe now that Im back in town our joint effort can light a fire under his dear derriere.

[jayene.livejournal.com]

thanks for all the support. Josh and I talked and things are better today. :)
Love you
Thanks
'Nise