My job....

I love my job...and I hate it. It is both engergizing and exhausting. I am a workaholic and I will completely through myself into my work. Being salary this means that I am found at the store at almost all hours. meh. I have been doing a lot of thinking about where I am and what I want to do. I am a talented manager (No modesty here :P ), but overall as much as this job energizes me it isn't very fufilling.
So where to go from here? I want to continue my jewelry designing and design custom dresses...the drool worthy silk ones that are expensive enough to afford being hand made. I want to find a better outlet for my music (Embaressingly other then singing in the shower type activities I haven't been practicing for a few months, no energy and no motivation, when I know I have no one to play for/with ). I want to write, I even have plots, characters, world swimming in my head, and no energy to type them out. Josh suggested I start taking classes I want at the local community college, like creative writing, art, music theory, business, and languages....perhaps it would be easier then trying to persue a bachalors right now....
It's time for something in my life to change, I just need to decide what.